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I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today.
I asked what makes a Mother
And I know I heard him say.
A Mother has a baby
This we know is true.
But God can you be a Mother
When your baby''s not with you?
Yes, you can He replied
With confidence in His voice
I give many women babies
When they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime
And others for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb
But there's no need to stay.
I just don't understand this, God
I want my baby here
He took a breath and cleared His throat
And then I saw a tear.
I wish I could show you
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say
"We go to earth and learn our lessons
Of love and life and fear.
My Mommy loved me oh so much
I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a Mom
Who had so much love for me
I learned my lesson very quickly
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep
On her pillow's where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
And whisper in her ear
"Mommy don't be sad today
I'm your baby and I'm here."
So you see my dear sweet one
Your children are OK
Your babies are here in My home
And this is where they'll stay.
They'll wait for you with me
Until your lesson is through
And on the day that you come home
They'll be at the gates for you.
So now you see what makes a Mother
It's the feeling in your heart.
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start
God saw you getting tired
when a cure was not to be
So He put his arms around you
and whispered, "Come to me."
You didn't deserve what you went
through and so he gave you rest
God's garden must be beautiful
He only takes the best
And when he saw you sleeping
so peaceful, free from pain
We could not wish you back
to suffer that again
It broke our hearts to lose you
but you did not go alone
for part of our hearts went with you
The day God took you home
An Angel Never Dies
Don't let them say I wasn't born,
That something stopped my heart.
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I loved you from the start.
Although my body you can't hold,
It doesn't mean I am gone.
This world was worthy, not of me,
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
what you are forced to face.
You have my word, I'll fill your arms,
Someday we will embrace.
You'll hear that it was "meant to be,
God doesn't make mistakes."
But that won't soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.
I'm watching over all you do,
Another child you'll bear.
Believe me when I say to you,
I am always there.
There will come a time, I promise you
when you will hold my hand,
stroke my face and kiss my lips,
And then you'll understand.
Although I never breathed your air,
or gazed into your eyes.
That doesn't mean I never "was."
An Angel never dies
I remember before I had children I thought there was nothing worse than having a child die before you...
Now I know that's not true. Not having them in your life at all would be worse.
Go ahead and mention my child, The one that died, you know.
Don't worry about hurting me further. The depth of my pain doesn't show.
Don't worry about making me cry. I'm already crying inside.
Help me to heal by releasing The tears that I try to hide.
I'm hurt when you just keep silent, Pretending he didn't exist.
I'd rather you mention my child, Knowing that he has been missed.
You asked me how I was doing. I say "pretty good" or "fine".
But healing is something ongoing. I feel it will take a lifetime.
I think about how much I miss him,
and start to feel sorry for myself . . . .
but then I think about all the people
who never got the chance to meet him,
and I start to feel sorry for them
If I could have a lifetime wish;
A dream that would come true
I'd pray to God with all my heart,
for yesterday and you.
A thousand words can't bring you back,
I know because I've tried.
Neither will a million tears,
I know because I've cried.
You left behind my broken heart,
And happy memories too.
I never wanted memories,
I only wanted you.
My Mom is a survivor,
or so I've heard it said.
But I can hear her crying at night
when all others are in bed.
I watch her lay awake at night
and go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her
to help her understand.
But like the sands on the beach
that never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mom,
who thinks of me each day.
She wears a smile for others...
a smile of disguise!
But through Heaven's door I see
tears flowing from her eyes.
My mom tries to cope with death
to keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her knows
it is her way to survive.
As I watch over my surviving mom
through Heaven's open door...
I try to tell her that angels
protect me forevermore.
I know that doesn't help her...
or ease the burden she bears.
So if you get a chance, go visit her...
and show her that you care.
For no matter what she says...
no matter what she feels.
My surviving mom has a broken heart
that time won't ever heal
An angel opened up the book of life, wrote down the baby's birth, and whispered as she closed the book, "Too beautiful for Earth.
Why Do They Not Visit?
People Dont Come Near Us,
It Seems They Are Afraid,
We Wonder If Theyd Visit,
Baby, If You'd Stayed.
They Said They'd Not Forget You,
It Really Is So Sad,
Cos Baby It Seems Already,
They Forgot Your Mum & Dad.
We Miss You Every Minute,
It Hurts Us Deep Inside,
We Love To Talk About You,
With Happiness & Pride.
if Thye'd Stop By To Listen,
Then Maybe Thye Would See,
That You Live On Inside Us,
For All Eternity.
The Tears Still Come,
Of Course They Do,
But How Could We Not Smile?
When Our Thoughts Are Ones Of You.
We Miss You Very Much,
And At Times Feel So Alone,
It Seems They're Afraid To Mention,
The One They've Never Known.
We Often Sit And Wonder,
And So Many Times Ask Why?
We Didnt Want To Lose You,
Never Wanted You To Die.
So Why Do They Not Visit?
They Said They Would Be There,
It Really Seems To Us,
That, Baby They Dont Care.
Our family chain is broken and nothing seems the same; but as God calls us one by one the chain will link again.
With tearful eyes we watched you
and saw you pass away,
And though we loved you dearly,
we could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
hard working hands at rest,
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best
MOTHERS' DREAM
I CARRIED YOU SO LOVINGLY
WITHIN MY GENTLE WOMB
AND LITTLE DID I REALISE
YOUR LIFE WOULD END TOO SOON
I NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO SAY
I LOVE YOU LITTLE ONE
BEFORE I HELD YOU IN MY ARMS
YOUR LIFE ON EARTH WAS DONE
THE GRIEF IS INDESCRIBABLE
TO LOSE A CHILD THIS WAY
ALL THE MANY HOPES AND DREAMS
JUST VASNISHED ON THAT DAY
I KNOW ILL SEE THE SUN SHINE BRIGHT
UPON MY BABYS FACE
WHEN I FINALLY GET TO HEAVEN
ALL MY PAIN WILL BE ERASED
WE'LL SOAR THE SKIES TOGETHER
AS ANGELS TWO BY TWO
WE'LL HAVE A SWEET REUNION
A MOTHERS DREAM COME TRUE
There's not a day that passes
That i dont sit & cry
And look to heaven for a reason
But still i don't know why.!
Couldn't He have waited
Another year or two,
Untill you were a little older
And i'd had more time with you.!
Forgive me Lord i then say
All my thoughts are wrong,
There had to be a reason
And i know i must be strong.
You're in the arms of Jsus now
And i know that you'll be fine
But i wish with all my heart
That those arms could be mine.
How Do I Say Goodbye?
How do I saygoodbye when I didn’t get to say hello? I want so bad to keep you – how do I let you go?
I have so many dreams, so much love I want to share, There’s nothing I can do: why is life unfair?
You’re my perfect angel, I dreamed you long ago, I got to hold you for a while
And it breaks my heart to let you go. The pain and confusion I feel inside
I cannot explain: I cannot describe. God will rock you in your cradle
And watch you as you sleep. I will love you in my heart – it’s all I get to keep.
You are blessed my child, you’re in heaven above
You’ll never be alone, You have Mummy and Daddy’s love.
Hush my little baby, you need never cry, You were always wanted, I wish you didn’t die.
You’ll be my sunshine in the daylight And the brightest star at night
Reach for God’s hand and go to the light I would rather endure the pain of losing you right now
Than the thought of you suffering through life. We’ll get through somehow
I was blessed to have you briefly Even though I have to let you go.
I wish I knew the reason, but I guess I’ll never know.
Dear Mommy poem
Dear Mommy,
Before we said our first hello,
the time had already passed.
For when you held me in your arms,
I had gone to heaven to rest.
I felt angelic tears down my cheeks,
and I watched you as you weeped.
I wish I could of changed it all,
Your tears touched my soul so deep.
But mommy when you are sad,
Please be assured I know.
For death cannot take away your love,
it will only continue to grow.
Time and distance cannot erase,
a love and a bond so deep.
There is no bond that can compare,
and in your heart I'll keep.
When you are feeling far away,
and missing me so much.
Close your eyes and feel my wings,
their soft and gentle touch.
Or at night as you sleep,
I will join you in a dream.
You will see me standing close to you,
and we'll be lost within my wings.
So my dear Mommy,
as you go from day to day.
Find comfort in the knowledge,
I am never that far away
My dear mummy
Know am in a happy place
Please remember this
My pure and precious soul went
From your loving hands to his
And though I miss you very much
It was time for me to go
To a place where beauty encourages
Me spirit to freely glow
To hide in the flowers to do cartwheels,
skip and hop
Where the rainbows taste of little skittles
And the trees of lollipops
The air is filled with gentle songs
That Mary loves to sing
Where fluffy clouds break my fall until
I master my new wings
The grass is always green here
The sky is always bright
And because you are so dare to me
I hope with all my might
On those dark and gloomy days
When a ray of likes break through
That you’ll know dear mummy that is me
Saying “peek a boo”
Just say “I’m Sorry”
You don’t know how I feel please don’t say that you do.
There’s just one way to know have you lost a child too?
“You’ll have another child” must I hear that each day?
Could I get another mother too, if mine should pass away?
Don’t say it was “God’s will” that’s not the God I know
Would god purposely break my heart and watch my tears flow?
“You have an angel in heaven a precious child above”
But tell me, to whom on earth shall I give this love?
“Aren’t you better yet” that’s what I heard you say
“NO” a part of my heart aches it will always feel this way
You think silence is kind but that hurts me more
I want to talk about my child who has gone through deaths door!
Don’t say these things to me although I know you mean well
They do not take the pain away I am going through hell
I will get better but slow and sure it helps to have you near,
But a simple “I’m sorry you lost your child” is all I need to hear.
I lost my child today
People came to weep and cry
As I just sat and stared, dry eyed
They struggled to find words to say
To try and make the pain go away
I walked the floor in disbelief
I lost my child today.
I lost my child last month
Most of the people went away
Some still call and some still stay
I wait to wake up from this dream
This can't be real, I want to scream
Yet everything is locked inside
God, help me, I want to die
I lost my child last month.
I lost my child last year
Now people who had came, have gone
I sit and struggle all day long
To bear the pain so deep inside
And now my friends just question Why?
Why does this mother not move on?
Just sits and sings the same old song
Good heavens, it has been so long
I lost my child last year.
Time has not moved on for me
The numbness it has disappeared
My eyes have now cried many tears
I see the look upon your face
"She must move on and leave this place"
Yet I am trapped right here in time
The songs the same, as is the rhyme
I lost my child.........Today
An angel walks beside me,
I feel him everyday,
he helps me through lives ups and downs,
and whatever comes my way.
He guides me down the road of life,
and lights the darkest roads,
he picks me up and carries me,
when I can not bear the load.
He helps to ease the pain I feel,
he mends my spirit, too,
he holds my hand, and shelters me,
and gives me courage and strength, too.
He speaks to me with words of love,
and he listens to my pleas,
he was sent here from the lord above,
to guide and comfort me.
I know he's always watching,
though his form I can not see,
its a peace I feel deep in my heart,
that leads me to believe.
An angel walks beside me,
I feel blessed everyday,
that the presence of this angel,
will never go away.
I don’t need a special day to bring you 2 to mind.
The days I don’t think of you are very hard to find.
Each morning when I wake, I know that you 2 are gone
& noone knows my heart ache as I try to carry on.
My heart still aches with sadness and secret tears do flow.
What it meant to lose you two, not many really know.
My thoughts are always with you & your places noone can fill.
In life I loved you more than words & in death I love you still.
When a parent dies
You lose your past
But when a child dies
You lose your future
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